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Here are some of the poems that i have writen they are not
that good but i guess i have heard worse.
My Silent End
Silence fills the room
no one there nothing to do
feeling like everything is fucked up
contemplating how to say good bye
It's not safe to be alone
thoughts are going throught my mind
they wont stop no matter how hard I try
so here they are my deepest thoughts
this is my sweet good bye
a bullit to my head
or drowning instead
juping with a rope
or a shock to the throat
a few slits to the wrists
or form a deadly kiss
shh quiet now
it's getting out of control
thoughts are pilling up
yet, still would any one know
ha, doubtful
tears now running down my face
getting closer and closer
to my deadly, fatal
my silent end
~ Samantha
Unfinished
Pain
Hurt
Hands
Blade
Wrists
Drag
Blood
Stains
Black
Haze
Next
Day
Pain
Hurt
Hands
Blade
~ Samantha
Fears
Crying myself to sleep
Laying on the cold sheet
I can't sleep
All my fears going through my head
But now your here
And the only thing I fear
Is you not being near
Cause if we end
My heart will never mend
I gave it to you
So whatever you do
Don't let me go through
You breaking it in two
~Samantha
At first
At first it was innocent, helpless and blind
but quickly faded a blure in my mind
alone and afraid don't know who to trust
abusing myself with the razor i must
drag it in deeper every time
squirming and screaming losing my mind
~ Samantha
Scared
Thinking about you
and what you will do
Can I trust you?
I hope I do
but if I were you
would you be able to?
Pshychotic Hatered
Your silence builds in your eyes with tears
staying strong is a strugle that never ends
the process never stops
waking day and night repeating it againand again
you can't help but wish for a peaceful end
You look all around
must not make a sound
glaring at every one
with their fabulous lives
this sucks
fuck them all
they need to fucking die
wishing they were miserable
just as bad as you
want to take their lives
waiting for the right moments to
seeing this in your eyes
wanting to burst out and cry
hoping to die
got to say good bye
Finally wearing the stark white jacket
it's yours to keep
while hitting the cousioned walls
the others freak
beating on you till your blue, here come the needles to
Mean while jental whispers fill your head
that brings your conclusion...
your finally dead
~ Samantha
Unconditional Love/Agape
Love is amazing, fun and endless
it's warm love never judges you
and when you find it your complete
~ Samantha
Sorry
Hurting myself
only hurt you more
I am sorry I did it
there will be no more
Breaking the promises
I made to you
it was stupid,
I feel bad to
But please don't feel bad
it wasn't your fault
it was my stupidity
something I can't help
~ Samantha
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